Title: The Bells of King’s College Author: SilentAuror Pairing: John/Sherlock POV, rating: John POV, explicit Length: 64,063 words (single chapter format, mwahaha!) Summary: It’s only been two weeks since Eurus Holmes disrupted their lives when Mycroft sends John and Sherlock to Cambridge to pose as an engaged couple at a wedding show in the hopes of solving six unsolved deaths…
So I think it’s pretty obvious by now that the reception to season 7 has been less than… good. The fan base has been shattered. People are upset, angry, and abandoning this series in droves (I’ve lost over 50 followers as I write this, just from people no longer wanting anything to do with this show) and have been incredibly vocal as to the reason why.
They killed Adam.
After two weeks of receiving praise for the relationship that was revealed at San Diego Comic Con, fans discovered on Friday night that Adam’s existence would be short lived, further contributing to this popular “Bury Your Gays” trope.
And I’ve seen people confused at this outcry. They don’t understand why people are so upset at this tiny side character’s death. What’s the big deal, right? It’s war! There’s supposed to be casualties!
And to that kind of response I have to narrow my eyes and go:
“Oh…. maybe you understand the history of this.”
Because it is a history. A rich one. “Bury your gays” isn’t a trope in the same why that “Fake dating” is a trope. It’s not popular out of coincidence and I feel like many people are ignorant of that, which is FAIR! Because most voltron fans are young, most tumblr users are young, so I don’t expect you to be watching documentaries on LGBT+ cinema in between studying for your chemistry exams.
So that’s where I come in. Buckle in children as I take you on a journey on why the “Bury your gays” trope exists, and the harmful ramifications that it has had on the LGBT+ community since its inception.
However, I’m gonna be frank, these fics are pretty old (except for The Life of Bucky Barnes and The Wedding of Bucky Barnes which are on going series). I didn’t start to dig into Civil War fics and god knows that there must be AMAZING stuff out there! I’m pretty busy at the moment, I don’t really have the time to go “fic hunting” or even read anything. T___T
“Oh this one is good actually. Only one Smiths song,” I say, then squint. This playlist does not seem like Baz’s usual music. “Why would you call a playlist ‘idiot’? What kind of name is that?”
Baz’s eyes go wide for a moment, and then his face settles back into a mask.
“Give me my phone, Snow.”
“Baz, what is this playlist? It’s not even the closest bit suicidal. There’s actually decent songs on here? And all these titles are a bit…romantic.” My chest squeezes and I grin at him. “Is this what you put on once a year when you want to feel emotion?”
- Ch 7, ‘Don’t You Want Me’ – Take On Me by BasicBathsheba
Hi! I just finished reading everything from your masterpost. Like wow. Thank you so much!!! I needed that. I was just wondering if you could recommend some of your favorite johnlock fanfics? Uni life is so stressful. I need sth to keep me alive haha
OMG THANK YOU!! I am so pleased my Masterpost was a nice stress-reliever for you! OH MY GOODNESS, asking me to pick my favourite Johnlock Fanfics is like asking me to choose only one puppy in a room full of them. GUH. I have over 300 faved at Ao3 and over 400 faved at FFNet.
How about I give you the list of my “always go-to” fics, ones that I ALWAYS go back to in my bookmarks when I need to read a good fic? There’s still a lot, but it narrows down my list a teeny bit. You’ll notice a lot of them are Sherlock POV or pining Sherlock, because UGH I love it. And when the characters are portrayed like on the show. AU’s are a bit hard for me to enjoy unless it’s well written. And I LOVE pre-slash. I cannot get enough of these idiots falling in love over and over again.
I’ll separate these into “Ao3″ links and “Fanfiction.net” fics, because one has a “mark for later” feature, and the other is Fanfiction.net. LOL. That and the ones on ff.net, I haven’t read in a long time because I get annoyed that they log me out every two days and they’re hard to read on my phone, where I do all my primary reading. Hah. Anyway. Enough of my ramblings, here we go.
Someone I Love by hudders and hiddles (M)(Pining, Fluff, Canon Compliant, Bittersweet End, Angst) - So of COURSE I’m going to recommend my gift fic from the lovely @hudders-and-hiddles! It’s got a lot of my favourite tropes in it, so could be why I love it so much. It’s Sherlock-centric, and he’s pining, lovesick, and loves John so much it actually hurts. It’s Season 3 canon-compliant, and the ending is bittersweet. UGH. It’s so beautiful. I want to frame every page up on my walls. You can see my “first read reaction” here.
The Green Blade by verityburns(T) (Post-TRF, Casefic, Hurt/Comfort) - Oh, I just found this one recently on Ao3 after about 2 years of non-stop reading it on FFNet. I was SO happy. This was one of my first long fics, and works with or without shipper goggles on (so if you’re looking for smut, none here… it’s more a “i love you your my best friend” fic, and glad I read it BEFORE I became a hardcore shipper because I probably would have never finished it). Because I know it so well now, I tend to skip over to all the little Johnlock moments in it, the domestic-y ones. There’s a really great case in it, some adorable little moments (like Sherlock constantly stealing John’s food and Sherlock doesn’t realize he’s doing it), and it really feels like it could be a show-canon story. Very in-character. Love this one. Oh, and there’s some BAMF!Sally in it too :)
The White Lotuses by SilentAuror (E) (Mutual Pining, Fluff, Post-S3, Slowburn) - GUH this one is so lovely. It’s a nice slow burn fic, with a great payoff at the end. John’s POV, and I just really really love every single word in it.
Iris by slashscribe (Ao3) (E) (Parentlock, pining Sherlock, post-S3) - You know I was really surprised I liked this because I am not big into parentlock, but UGH this one hurts so good. I ADORE pining Sherlock, and I love how in-character everyone is. Sherlock is literally the bestest friend ever. I love this one SO. MUCH.
Because Blah Blah Blah Happy by cwb (E) - (Unabashed fluff, smut, and silliness) - This one never fails to put a smile on my face! It’s short enough to read on the bus, and it just so cute and silly. I love it.
Love Is by SilentAuror (E) - (Pining Sherlock, John is kind of an ass but only for a bit) - UGH this one is painfully beautiful. About halfway through it gets all UH OH, but it has a happy ending. Promise!
Second Chance by SilentAuror (E)(Pining Sherlock, Fluff, Sherlock attempts to woo John badly, post s3) - This one is actually really really cute. I don’t know, it’s Sherlock being Sherlock, SO much UST, and happy endings for all.
Matters of National Security by mistyzeo (E) (Jealous & Pining Sherlock, John dates a man) - I really REALLY also like jealous!Sherlock when John dates someone else and Sherlock spends most of the story trying to convince himself he’s not jealous, but he is, and UGH, the end, I love it.
Right Hand Man by SilentAuror (E)(Mary is not nice, post S3, Sherlock is a good friend, and shameless smut, Hurt!John) - John is injured and Sherlock takes him in because Mary thinks he’ll be too much to take care of along with a baby. It’s good. But if you like Mary and think she’s a nice lady, you won’t like the Mary parts of it.
Midnight Blue Serenity by BeautifulFiction (E)(Bartender for a Case, Drugs, UST, Pining) - I’d be surprised if you HAVEN’T read this one, but if you haven’t: Sherlock and John go undercover to a bar for a case, they silently pine for each other, and there’s some nice smut in it too. There’s also mild violence, so heed that. It’s a fan favourite, you won’t be disappointed.
A Shipless Ocean by myswordfishmind (M) (Post-TRF, 10 Years Later) Another one I was surprised I ADORED. John has a 7-year-old son and no longer lives in London, and Sherlock has been “dead” for ten years and returns to him. Sherlock POV. It leaves an open ending, for the most part, but they still get together.
Vena Cava by SilentAuror (E)(HLV Fix It, John POV) - UGH I love this one. It’s been awhile since I’ve read it, i just know that I love it every single time I read it. It’s achingly beautiful, and a nice slow burn as two idiots find each other.
Last Christmas by Mazarin221b (T)(Christmas, Sherlock is a lovesick idiot) - OMG I LOVE THIS ONE. Sherlock realizes he made a mistake and tries to rectify it in the most soppy manner ever. He’s such a romantic dork.
High Tide by stardust_made (T)(Jealous Sherlock, Oblivious John, Sherlock is not happy) Ugh, I love this one too. It’s a play on the “John dates a man” trope but John doesn’t realize it. Sherlock is pining and jealous and this one is so wonderful.
Turbulence in the Sky by esplanade (T) (Embarassed Sherlock, Pining Sherlock, John isn’t as clueless as you think) - Oh gosh this one is SO CUTE. Basically Sherlock keeps trying confess his feelings for John and instead spouts random facts. Ending is SO precious.
Laid Bare by esplanade (T) (Sherlock POV, Pining) - Story told from Sherlock’s POV, him basically analyzing John and coming to realize he cares for him. I can’t describe it, I just really enjoy it.
The Norwood Love Builders by flawedamythyst (T)(Ao3) Who doesn’t love a good “for a case” trope fic?? This is one of my absolute faves. Sherlock and John are forced to face their feelings for each other as they attend a couples-therapy retreat for a case. It’s so good. A nice amount of Angst, humour, pining, and flirting. Ugh, I want a fic like this from Sherlock’s POV. I have yet to find one.
A Quiet Murmuration by cathedral_carver (T) (Unabashed shameless fluff) - I’m not even kidding. This one is SO fluffy I love it. Sherlock pays John back with kisses.
The Strait of Juan de Fuca by mightypog (T) (Mutual Pining, Sherlock and John go on a trip, Angst, Happy Ending) This one is lovely. Basically Sherlock and John hash out their differences in the Canadian Wilderness. It’s good, trust me.
Loving John Watson by Spark_Writer (T) (Second Person, Pining Sherlock) - I love this one. Written as if you are Sherlock, a discovery into your relationship with John. Beautiful.
Hitting the Water at Sixty Miles an Hour by what_alchemy (E) (Meeting Mrs. Holmes, Johnlock road trip, Mutual Pining, “As a Couple”) - Sherlock and John go to meet Mrs. Holmes, except she thinks they’re a couple. This was done pre-S3, so not COMPLETELY canon compliant, but it’s SO achingly beautiful. The burn is good in this one.
UGH. There’s SO MANY MORE on Ao3 I want to share with you but these are the ones I have recently read so I remember what they are about… Let me know if you want any more! Now, FFNet ones that I remember… I don’t read them often because they were from my “pre-shipper” days, so a lot of them are friendshipfics, but I still love them so very much:
His by I’m Nova - Sherlock injures himself to get John to come home. Slight possessive!Sherlock.
La vie en lavande by I’m Nova- Oh Gosh, I love this one. Melancholy Sherlock reflecting on his relationship with John. It’s so beautiful, and my heart aches every time I read it.
The Devil You Know by PipMer- Mycroft flirts with John. Sherlock gets jealous. John’s just along for the ride. Yeah, I also REALLY like Mycroft purposely riling up Sherlock to force him to confess his feelings for John. This is NOT Johncroft, it’s Mycroft being a meddling big brother.
The Three-Word Tin Collection by TheBookshelfDweller- UGH the burn is good on this one. Post-TRF during the hiatus, Sherlock stores his memories of John in his mind palace. It’s just, really good. Bittersweet.
Sympathy for the Devil and Mycroft Holmes by scifigrl47- Written pre-S3, told from Mycroft’s perspective. A new person comes into Sherlock’s life, and Mycroft tries to scare him off. John Watson is remarkable.
Manipulation by sixbynine - John isn’t that unobservant. In which John can easily manipulate Sherlock. Very cute.
Very Good Indeed by StillWaters1- John gets injured while on a case, and Sherlock is able to save him before he passes out. Doctor!John.
A Week is Just Seven Days Isn’t It? by scifigrl47- John gets called back to the service by Mycroft to investigate a case undercover – without Sherlock. Sherlock is Not Happy. Sherlock tries to make it through 7 days without John. Love this story, probably one of my faves on FFNet.
BAH! That should keep you going for a bit… I’ll need to post more FFNet ones when I get a chance to read through them again.
Hope this curbs your Johnlock needs! Feel free to contact me again when you need more. I have TONNES more.
Nonny, oddly enough, I have NOT put a “friends to lovers” fic rec list together yet. Truly this is one of my fav tropes, and MUCH of my fic rec collections seems to fit this bill. Let’s just take this collection of titles and know there ARE SO MANY MORE fantastic stories that fit this category out there.
Friends to
Lovers - Johnlock
Burnished
Bright by mydwynter, 6 k, explicit, Fun little short when John
comes home early from a conference to find Sherlock dyeing his hair. Goes from
friends to lovers fast. Sweet and hot.
Sussexby
SilentAuror, 26 k, explicit. After the Fall, John continues to work through his
anger and distrust at having Sherlock reappear after three years missing. He
finds he keeps touching Sherlock to make sure he’s still there. After Sherlock
casually mentions moving to Sussex one day, and a series of murders takes them
to the area for an investigation, they finally make the move from friends to
lovers.
Attentions,
Experiments, Oddnesses by hubblegleeflower, 6
k, explicit. Sherlock is busy spinning up all his deductive powers as John
continues to exhibit unusual behaviors over the week. Friends to lovers- sweet.
Speaker
for the Bees by antietamfalls, 14 k, mature. It
isn’t always easy assisting a deaf detective. Luckily for John, they make a
pretty good team. Friends to lovers – sweet, smidge of case fic included.
Common
Tongues: Unassuming Brilliance by jinglebell, 41
k, explicit. Simply marvelous language kink. John is a polyglot – speaking
several languages well. Sherlock is amazed that John was able to hide this from
him. Lots of fun sex, a bit of case fic, and a wonderful relationship unspools
as Sherlock and John have fun with language, and each other. Friends to lovers
fic. (Locked to AO3 users.)
Cannot
help but fallby achray, 28 k, explicit. John is
shocked when he finds a prostitute sleeping on their sofa one morning. Once
John knows Sherlock’s secret, he sees Toby a number of times around their flat.
John can’t help the jealousy that bubbles under his skin. When rent-boys in the
area start showing up murdered, Toby contacts John for help. Friends to lovers,
a bit of case fic. Nicely done.
Bedsheets
and Boundaries by jamlockk, 3 k, explicit. Adorable
short where Sherlock decides to keep his sheet on to see how John will react.
Friends to lovers.
the
lingering taste of orange juice by
darcylindbergh, 5 k, gen. John has been touching Sherlock over the last few
weeks. What could it possibly mean? Friends to lovers. Adorable.
Knottedby naughtyspirit, 23 k, explicit. This
fic really has it all – have to share the bed, case fic, slow slide from friends
to lovers. Humor, danger, hurt/comfort, sex and love. Thumbs up!
Carry Onby Mazarin221b, 4 k , mature,
Johnlock.Five times John didn’t
want to be carried, and one time he did. Friends to lovers, fun and sweet. Lots
of hurt/comfort, some drunk!John and some adorably clueless Sherlock.
Bargain
Sale by Nana_41175, 3 k, explicit. Sherlock
discovers John’s red pants in the wash. It starts an interesting chain of
events between them. Friends to lovers. Cute!
100 ways to
say ‘I love you’ by Teatrolley, 2 k, not rated. Sweet little
friends to lovers fic. John is back and he and Sherlock are finding ways to say
“I love you.”
The Ground
Beneath Your Feet by Chryse, 68 K, explicit. PTSD. Sherlock
comes back from a secret mission broken in body and spirit. Mycroft finds a
composer position for Sherlock at an Abbey, and with music, and visits from
John, he struggles to heal. John and Sherlock go from friends to lovers in a
very believable way. So real, so lovely! Thumbs up!
9
Insane Conversations with Sherlock Holmes
by pennydreadful, 5 k, mature. Sherlock decides to conduct a psychology
experiment to see if he can manipulate people with vulgarity more quickly than
charm. John is horrified. Friends to
lovers – thumbs up!
Thirteen
Dances (Or, The Doctor Dances)by Knackorcraft ,
175 k, explicit. In this AU, John is an
accomplished dancer – fluent in a great many styles of dancing, something that
Sherlock enjoys uncovering as time goes on. This is a lovely friends to lovers
fic with fluff and romance and PLENTY of dancing. Thumbs up!
Five
Kisses by sussexbound (SamanthaLenore), 2 k,
mature. Such lovely cute fluff. John and Sherlock share a number of kisses
leading up to the one that breaks the dam. A wonderful little friends to lovers
story, with some hurt/comfort for a wounded John. Thumbs up!
Body
Language by CeruleanDarkangelis, 2 k, teen. Sherlock keeps
stomping off somewhere to blow off steam. John follows him to discover
Sherlock’s refuge is a dance club. One time, he comes prepared to follow him
inside. Friends to lovers. Gorgeous! Has a suggested soundtrack – Lyves X
Synkro – “Body Close.”
Just a Touchby MissDavis, 6 k, explicit. John
needs something to get himself to sleep at night, but a shared hotel room with Sherlock
looks to put the kibosh on a bedtime wank. Except that Sherlock seems to be
joining in. Friends to lovers – super
hot, with “have to share a bed” thrown in for maximum feels. Yum.
Butterfly,
Pinned Under Glass by billiethepoet, 4 k, explicit. It started
as a desire to keep John safe and whole, and ended up as just desire. Sherlock
is jealous of anyone else who comes into contact with John. Friends to lovers.
State
of Fluxby atiki, 24 k, explicit. This story is
perfect. Just perfect. John returns to 221b after splitting up with Mary, and
he and Sherlock work their way back together. Slowly, they deepen their
relationship to something loving, and physical but it feels so organic, there
is never a divide between one thing or the other.
The Dialogue of John and
Sherlockby cwb,
4 works 17 k, explicit. This is a whole series told entirely in quotations.
Sherlock decides he needs to work on the relationships in his life. As a direct
result of this project, he determines that he and John are in a romantic
relationship and should start exploring this more fully immediately. (Locked to
AO3 users.)
Let me paint a different picture for you than the ones I usually paint.
My 3 year old has trouble getting to sleep by himself, so I’m usually having to hold his hand for a half an hour while I wait for him to finally drift off. It is during these intervals that I read the entirety of Rebel, Rebel. I’ve read nearly every word holding my son’s hand.
Which made it particularly moving to read this incredible story told through the eyes of a boy who grows into a man. I’ve always said that Carry On reads completely differently after you have kids. So does Rebel, Rebel. You’ve treated these characters as a parent would - loved and cared for them, granted them space to breathe and fuck up and learn lessons - and we are all better for your efforts.
I cried when it ended.
I know I’ve said this before, but you have an incredible gift, and I’m thrilled to high heaven that you will be using it to put original work into the world. The world needs voices like yours bringing stories to life.
Thank you for this miraculous work. I can’t wait to see what lies in store for you and your incredible talent.
Friends, thank you for urging me to read it. It was gorgeous and worth every night reading in the dark by the light of my phone.
And Ban, you know my feelings. You are the real deal.
Thank you so much! This is so lovely of you to say! I’m always thrilled and honoured when people like my work, but I’m especially chuffed you liked it, because I adore your work so much! Thank you for this really gorgeous image 🖤